I guess by now it's just tradition to think of exactly what you were doing this day 5 years ago when you got the news that a Bowing 747 had just crashed into the the North Tower of the World Trade Center in New York City. I had a friend over early that day to babysit for Todd and I to go to Joplin, MO to spend the day together for his birthday the next day. Actually I was going to pick him up from work there and just as I was preparing to head out the door he called. "Jess, something is happening in New York. Turn on the radio." We didn't even have a way to get TV since we were so far out in the country then. So all I had was the radio. I tuned it in for my friend who was in shock too and I headed out the door with one ear glued to the radio and my cell phone pressed to the other listening to Todd watch the TV at work. I was listening when Todd said, "Oh, man... there goes another plane into the other tower..." and his voice trailed off. "I guess there's no question now that this is a terrorist act." he stated solomly. I wasn't sure what to think. Todd was down playing the whole thing, probably worried that all the drama would 'cause me undue worry. When I arrived to pick up Todd the TV was full of reruns of the second plane hitting the South Tower and while Todd was collecting his things I watched the South Tower collapse on the TV there at the helicopter base where Todd was working then. I couldn't figure out how to feel. I'm embarrassed to admit that I had never even heard of the World Trade Center! I hadn't ever been to New York and all that I knew about it was from movies. WTC towers hadn't figured very high into any of the ones I had seen either so I felt a lot confused and a little unsure of what all this meant.... I was more concerned that day with spending much looked forward to time with Todd and was baffled when we saw people lined up for miles to get into gas stations! We just drove on past. We tried to do our shopping and all that day but we just felt that everywhere we went people were nervous and worried. I felt a little stupid that I wasn't more upset but I realize now that I didn't experience the whole thing the way most everyone else did. I saw barely 5 minutes of TV that day and most everyone else saw hours and hours; even most of the day and for several days after! It was actually something like 2 years later that the nightmares started and the gravity of the whole thing settled it.... Our country, the Land Of The Free and The Home Of The Brave, had been targeted, infiltrated, and at least partially successfully attacked, killing thousands! I struggled with feeling like such a stupid Ostrich with my head in the sand.
As I was talking with the children today and showing them pictures on the internet I struggle with those feelings again. How easily we take for granted what others are giving their lives for! Freedom, liberty, prosperity, justice. These are a few of the things that make our country a target of Al-Qaeda but at the same time are what makes us great. As the words of our President were then, they still ring true:
"A great people has been moved to defend a great nation. Terrorist attacks can shake the foundations of our biggest buildings, but they cannot touch the foundation of America. These acts shattered steel, but they cannot dent the steel of American resolve.
America was targeted for attack because we're the brightest beacon for freedom and opportunity in the world. And no one will keep that light from shining.
Today, our nation saw evil, the very worst of human nature. And we responded with the best of America -- with the daring of our rescue workers, with the caring for strangers and neighbors who came to give blood and help in any way they could. "
"America and our friends and allies join with all those who want peace and security in the world, and we stand together to win the war against terrorism. Tonight, I ask for your prayers for all those who grieve, for the children whose worlds have been shattered, for all whose sense of safety and security has been threatened. And I pray they will be comforted by a power greater than any of us, spoken through the ages in Psalm 23: "Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me."
This is a day when all Americans from every walk of life unite in our resolve for justice and peace. America has stood down enemies before, and we will do so this time. None of us will ever forget this day. Yet, we go forward to defend freedom and all that is good and just in our world. " --President George W. Bush, Sept. 11th, 2001
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