June 26, 2007
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Blah...
Ever just get that blah feeling? Like you are just a little fuzzy. Not really down but kinda lost. *sigh* (I should never post in this condition but in an effort at authenticity, I am...) I have struggled for days to find direction. I know that all too soon the pressures are going to mount again. I am going to have the kiddos school to worry about; Todd is going to be gone lots more; I have to start back to school full time; and life is already a bit overwhelming right now. I guess I'm borrowing from tomorrow...
I surely am enjoying having Todd around, though! He's a totally different guy. He's funny again; cracks silly jokes and plays tricks on the kids and I constantly. He's more patient and loving too... although I feel so hard to love these days. I'm just in this funk, I guess, and can't seem to shake it! We've talked for hours, just sat and held one another with no time constraints... and I just keep hoping to feel... something. I dunno... more... alive I guess. Kinda silly but there. I said it. Gosh I bet I'll regret this post just as soon as I hit "post".
Anyway, life is good. God is so ever faithful! I am incredibly grateful for so much! Our comfortable home, our healthy babies, the amazing character I am seeing in our son, the darling antics of our girls, the provision of our needs, and the precious friends we have made in med school! Seeing them all leave in only a few weeks is heart breaking but we are so thankful for the time we've had with them! So I really don't have a blah life... just having a blah moment, I guess...
Comments (5)
Here's to hoping the "blahs" go away soon!!!! Love ya! ~Michelle
Atta girl - authenticity and then voicing faith and trust in God!! I've got a bit of the blah's too.... "be my feelings what they will, Jesus is my Savior still"!!!!
I love you! Talk to you soon...
we all have have those "blah times"... ever read Psalms?
even David, the man after God's own heart had 'em! It's life.. but all too often we're afraid of what other's might think, so we never voice it -
here's to keeping it REAL! thanks for that example ~ love to ya. a.
I think we have all had "blah" moments. Us women just let our emotions take over sometimes. This will pass. I am glad that you are able to focus on your blessing during this blah moment. God has blessed you and even better...........He loves you in EVERY moment.
I hope you snap out of it soon!
Have a great day! Now go hug those beautiful kiddos and give your hubby a BIG kiss! 
Can't add much to the others, Babe, except to say that if I always felt great I might not find Christ Himself my rock, but instead look at all the blessings. Such a trap to get more into the gifts than the Giver. The blah times draw me into Him and also help me really enjoy the good times. Ice cream every meal would get old. (No, you say?) Love you so much, Mom
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